Missing Friend ....

you're my friend and that is true,
but the gift was given from me to you.
we went thru moments that we're good and bad,
even moments that we're happy and sad.
you supported me when i was in tears,
we stuck together when we were in fear,

it's really sad that it had to be this way,
but it has reached its very last day.
miles away can't keep us apart,
'cause you'll always be in my heart.

" forever we're friends "...




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I wanna greet my friend Akshay "Happy Birthday" today...May you have a great day with your family, friends and love ones. Hope u keep in touch sometime yaar... sigh!!


Godbless!

Ciao,
-kathy-

Before You....

Before you speak...............
Listen.

Before you write...............
Think.

Before you spend...............
Earn.

Before you criticise............
Wait.

Before you pray................
Forgive.

Before you quit................
Try.

Before you die................
Live.


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Always On Your Side....

My yesterdays are all boxed up and neatly put away
But every now and then you come to mind
Cause you were always waiting to be picked to play the game
But when your name was called, you found a place to hide
When you knew that I was always on your side

Well everything was easy then, so sweet and innocent
But demons and my angels reappeared
Leavin' all the traces of the man you thought i'd be
Too afraid to hear the words i'll always feel
Leavin' you with only questions all these years

But is there someplace far away, someplace where all is clear
Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear
Or are you left to wonder, all alone, eternally
This isn't how it's really meant to be
No it isn't how it's really meant to be

Well they say that love is in the air, but never is it clear,
How to pull it close and make it stay
Butterflies are free to fly, and so they fly away
And I'm left to carry on and wonder why
Even through it all, I'm always on your side

But is there someplace far away, someplace where all is clear
Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear
Or are you left to wonder, all alone, eternally
But is this how it's really meant to be
No is it how it's really meant to be

Well if they say that love is in the air, never is it clear
How to pull it close and make it stay
If butterflies are free to fly, why do they fly away
Leavin' me to carry on and wonder why
Was it you that kept me wondering through this life
When you know that I was always on your side.



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Oopps i wanna greet my two dear friends Ishita (june 20) A Happy Happy Birthday and Keshi (june 25)...and my everdearest Mom (june 26) May this day bring you all things that make you smile. ^_^ luv ya muaahh!
Godbless!



hugss,
-kathy-

About Me...

Yep i've been tagged by my friend Ekta and this is quite different from other tags so its kinda easy to do coz it's all about me...ok here it is guys ^_^

Tag About Me...

I am thinking about --------questions with no answers at all hmm..
I said---------------------what my heart tells me.
I want-------------------peace of mind.
I miss-------------------my family,friends and all about Philippines.
I wish-------------------i can fly esp. when i'm down.
I hear-------------------ur heartbeat in me.
I wonder-----------------what if i'm not here in Japan right now? where i am?
I regret-----------------few things that i have not done in my life.
I am---------------------me and nothing else.
I dance------------------to tease.
I sing-------------------to light up my day.
I cry--------------------coz i need to.
I am---------------------what i don't want me to be.
I make with my hands------touch and hugss for you to feel my love.
I write-----------------things that i can't say in words.
I confuse---------------myself with nonsense things sometimes.
I need-------------------to accept the reality of life.
I should-----------------start loving myself before loving anyone.
I start------------------counting my blessings.
I finish-----------------with hope from God.



I'm tagging my friends Apy, Sudeep, Jeevan ,Neng, Kneeko and Mmy-lei ^_^ goodluck guys!!



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Wanna thank Ravi (one of my dearest friend) here for sending me this poem and i want to greet him a "Happy Happy Birthday today!Whoaaa you're 20 now ^_^ ohh did i say 20??? hehe...well, enjoy life my dear friend , you deserves all the happiness in this world and thanx for being there for me always.
May you have a great day with your family, and friends, am wishing you all the best yaar.Goodluck!


**Heaven In Your Eyes**


Another night of wondering
Lost in this moment in time
Still yearning for tomorrow's love
Still hope to make you mine

Holding on to a beautiful dream
And still waiting for that special day
But I wait for you on a bed of nails
As this cherished love slips away

As Shadows fall and another day past
Visions of paradise lights a desirous flame
Sweet memories of you will always last
And my love for you will still be the same

When I sleep you still grace me with your presence
But this allure is only in a dream
Last night we float down desire's river
And we sailed along the lover's stream

We delighted in the joy and we tasted the pain
We had many days of sunshine and a few drizzles of rain
We rise and fall but through it all
My love for you will still remain

Am I blind for feeling the way I do
Is it a crime that I still love you
I always will, whatever it takes, only if you knew
And I will cherish each moment, so precious and true

As long as the rainbow still colors the sky
And the moon still lights the night
As long as the sun still rise
And the stars still shine so bright
I will always see heaven in your eyes



By: Princess love.




Ciao,
-kathy-

My Crazy Wish List.....

Yeah, at last...after so many excuses i am here now doing my pending tag *sobsss* hehe..i dunno but i always end up in " i'll do it later" mode whenever i've been tagged. I need to sit up here in front of pc for several hours to do it hmm ;) so for now am givin' my best to complete this one hehe...be happy now dear Sriedhar here it is....

My Crazy Wish List
...it says that i have to make a list then give the craziness index of it 1-10-> ->

1*** I wish that i have my private plane ;) so i can go to Germany for the opening of " The World Cup Soccer " in Allianz Stadium today (June 9) So i can see all my favorite teams like of course our very own Japan team, Spain, Portugal, Germany, Australia,Brazil,Argentine, UK etc..etc.. in person ^_^





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**Craziness index---> 8~10


2*** I wish that Philippines is just a one-hour drive from here in Tokyo so i can join Mom, Dad, and 6 sisters for dinner everyday ... hehe..ok i know i'm crazy hmm... ;(

**Craziness Index--->7~10

3*** I wish that i can make a post on my blog for just looking the letters on the keyboard, which i don't need to type anything because it will automatically creates one....hmm i'm lazy ^_^

**Craziness Index---> 6~10

4*** I wish all Bloggers knows each other and can chill around 24/7 in one island called ( Bloggers Island) and just partying all night haha...what do you think? Isn't that good idea dear Keshi ?? ^_^

**Craziness Index--->10~10

5*** I wish i have the super power to know what's on everybody's mind so i can never hurt anyone. *grin*

**Craziness Index--->5~10


Ok guys i'm not tagging anyone but if you feel you'll like to do it.. go on feel free... Enjoyyyy! ^_^



And here's bonus " Chuckles For The Day ".... ^_^





Happy Weekend To All!!

Godbless!

love,
-kathy-

Ciao...

Loneliness....

I've read a book last night, it was sent to me by my sis ..i think a month ago from Philippines. She loves books like me so whenever she get time to buy a new one she always sent the one she finished reading after. She knows that it's hard for me to search english books here in Japan, i mean i need to give extra time for that if i want to go to any big Bookstores in center Tokyo. But having Rina on my side , i don't have any available time for that aside from when she is in school but then i need to do household chores of course etc..etc.. so i always end up reading online at night. But i still prefer reading books at home or in City Library nearby when i get time.Anyway, i wanna share this one to you guys...the conversation of one student and her Guru...about Loneliness!

**Student=
Why do we feel lonely even we're not alone??

**Teacher=
When we're talking loneliness, we're also talking about an emptiness , isn't it? It's hard to describe ,loneliness includes other things,too,like fear. We experienced it not only when we're all by ourselves but even when we're with huge crowds of people ,with our family , friends or even after the most intimate sexual relationship that you can imagine. Some people experience great loneliness right after they have a sexual experience with someone they really love. They'll roll over on their back and they're still lonely.

**Student=
What's the root cause of loneliness ?

**Teacher=
According to Scriptures, the reason we experience loneliness is because we are away from GOD.In other words we have to view the subject of loneliness in connection and our relationship to GOD. He Himself states.." Long ago ,you knew me as your bestfriend , but now you have forgotten Me, trying to live separately from Me and enjoy separately from Me.

**Student=
So the problem is that we have now forgotten the relationship with the Lord?

**Teacher=
Yes, but that relationship is still there . It wil always be there just like water will always be wet.It's an essential part of yourself. You will always be related to God and that relationship will always be there.You can forget it but you can't end it.The reason you feel lonely is because you are now away from God. You are separate from God and this is the real root cause of loneliness. Different people experience loneliness at different times but it's the same experience. We've all experienced it and although various events can cause of loneliness to come to the forefront ,the root remains the same. No matter what the conditions are-- the country you live in,the type of government you have(capitalist or communist), the language you speak,the color your skin,your gender-- we are all sparks of God. And each of us experiences loneliness because we have left God. We are away from God because we do not have that unity with God.

But in a sense, it's good to experience loneliness if we can recognize it for what it is and let it motivate us to seek our relationship with God. In other words , turn a negative into positive. Let loneliness turn into spiritual longing for God!



Godbless you all...



luv ya,
-kathy-

Ciao