I dunno what made me stop. It took me almost a year to finally clicked * new post button here *. I tried unsuccessfully to write all what's happenings in my life, every now and then . I littered my desktop with blog after blog terminated midway, midthought... Just when I thought there wasn't room enough for another thought in my head, I had this great idea--call it a philosophy of life, if you will.
Briefly, it involved living the way philosophers live, according to a set of principles. OK, but which ones? That was the hardest part, I admit, but I had a kind of dark foreknowledge of what it would be like. Everything, from eating watermelon or going to the bathroom or just standing on a subway platform, lost in thought for a few minutes, or worrying about rain forests, would be affected, or more precisely, inflected by my new attitude.
I wouldn't be preachy, or worry about anything anymore , exceptin the general way prescribed by our clockwork universe. Instead I'd sort of, let things be what they are... while injecting them with the serum of the new moral climate. I thought I'd stumbled into, as a stranger accidentally presses against a panel and a bookcase slides back, revealing a winding staircase with greenish light somewhere down below, and he automatically steps inside and the bookcase slides shut, as is customary on such occasions. At once a fragrance overwhelms him --not saffron , not lavender, but something in between.
Sometimes I just thought there was nothing worthwhile to share to anyone. Eventually it kept me from trying at all.
So I got very quiet and very still. After a time, I just went to sleep....
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Thank that something made u write a post. Hope and wish I welcome u back, relay miss u dear Kathy. Smiles and hugss
hi lil,
I really miss you sooo much..
why don't you start blogging again.
just post something, may it be silly or stupid. but you can just post it.
I would love to know more from you
-Aiz.
ooh am so glad ur back!
its been ages girl! and hows u?
u sound a bit low??
Big hug and hope to hear more often!
Kathy,
Musta ka na. I'v deeply sorry for not being in contact for almost 2 years. A lot of things had happened since then. I was also very very busy.
Anyway, sa ngayon, I'm not blogging at all. Nakalimutan ko na nga ang username and password ko sa blogsite eh... I do hope to do it again soon but with a different theme.
I'll have more kuwento next time...
Cge... ingat lagi.
Kiwinoy
hey jeevan thanx!.. miss ya too yaar :( hope to catch up with ya'll soon! :)
hugss back**
hey Aiz,
... long time! yup me too miss ya all here :((... i've been lost for a year, hope i can start to write like i usually do before! hows u? how was studies? hope alls well...
catch up with ya soon! ^_~
hugss**
hey Ekta,
goshh! miss ya sweetie :(( yup many things happened in life that i had to stopped bloggin for a while! umm didnt expect to took this long though :)well, hope i can come back totally now... mentally ready hehe!
hey u two still in Hongkong?? how was Anand? convey my regards to him! and yea belated merry xmas n happy new year ^_~ muahh!
hugss back **
hey Kiwinoy,
... i'm good! long time... me too stopped bloggin for almost a year and a half so good to hear from u too after ages! thanx for droppin by... buti naalala mo pa 'tong page ko?, wala na rin ako napapasyalang iba na ka-bloggers natin eh!
... so how was life in New Zealand? went home last xmas? belated greetings.. ^_~
hugss**
are u done for now?
hey chubbs,
... yup done ^_~ now stop buggin me :P lol!!
Hi
How r u …
very beautiful blog..
Like yr profile …
wht do u like to read and write ? do u like poems that inspire life..
thoughts can create mirecles...
Our interests r same …
so inviting u to read me on my blog...
Visit my blog .. siddharthmistry.blogspot.com
U will like it
hey siddharth
thanx for droppin by here and for commentin' too...
... poems and music heals me, and i probably cant live without it! :)
would luv to read urs!
do visit here, though i dun blog regularly now... well, i do come once in a while!
see ya around!
cheers**
hi kathy,
that was such a cute message from you.. after a really long time.. :D
I'm missing you too..
My studies is nearing completion..
have to look for some kool job then ;)
how are you?
take care,
much luv,
-Aiz
hey aiz,
... glad to know ur studies is nearin to completion, goodluck for job soon sweetie! :) oh about me... m good as well as rina, we're enjoyin spring season here.. with all the cherry blossoms around! ^_~
... u tc always! muahh
luv ya!
Miss Beautiful Kathy... Happy Birthday!!!! time to post something gal :)
@ rosen
... thanx mate! yea i know i need to post something new... ill try it... hopefully soon!
tc muahh**
Kath u hv been back since April? How nice! Sorry I never checked ur blog in a long time cos I really didnt think u wud write again :( But Im so glad u wrote this. HUGS!
**I wouldn't be preachy, or worry about anything anymore , exceptin the general way prescribed by our clockwork universe. Instead I'd sort of, let things be what they are...
thats the way to go abt it babez. I admire ya.
But, for me EXPRESSING is very imp :) I love expressing and learning from others too...so Im here for that. But I dunno what my future in Blogville be. All I know is that right now Im here. And that will do. Some day, I might just hide away like u did...who knows...some day. I know that I wont be here forever...anyways.
but do keep us posted on u. I so missed ya Kath!
MWAH!
Keshi.
hey kesh...
... nah was not totally back, actually i just repost this one ( just changed the date ) to the date of my birthday!
... oh and yea i do check ur blog sweetie whenever i login... so keep on writing! muahh**
... u tc always!
luv ya! **
Nice post gal!
Thanx Raine... ^_~
muahh**
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